Empty

lagu nie amat sesuai ngan jiwa aku~~
dah berapa kali dah play lagu nih...
layan~~~

Empty by The Click Five

Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I wanna fill this new frame
But it's empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
It's been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But it's empty
It's empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

And I even wonder
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But it's empty
It's empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

Oh oh
Oh oh
Oooooh
Oh oh
Oh oh

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

(Maybe we're trying)
(Trying too hard)
(Maybe we're torn apart)
We're empty
(Maybe the timing)
(Is beating our hearts)
We're empty

miss her so much

hmm..tgh2 nak delete msg2 yg banyak dalam inbox hp aku nie tadi...tetiba nampak msg2 dari kawan aku..sebenarnya arwah kawan aku..aku mmg sengaja tak delete msg2 dari dia sbb tue jela yg tinggal utk aku..bila tgk msg2 tuh tiba2 aku rasa sedih jer n aku terus buka pic dia yg banyak dalam lappy aku nih..bila tgk pic dia terus jer air mata aku nie mengalir..teringat masa2 happy antara aku ngan dia dulu..arwah kawan aku nie meninggal sebab accident..teringat lagi masa memula dapat berita sal kematian dia...

kol 830 mlm 10 mei 2008
masa tuh aku ngah ready2 nak tgk konsert AF ngan family aku.kebetulan family makcik aku ader n tunang spupu aku pon ader skali.tiba2 hp aku bunyi...aku jawab call tu...rupa2nye adik arwah (intan) yg tepon...perbualannye lebih kurang cmnie :

intan : hello, kak izzati..
aku : yer..saper nie?
intan : nie intan...
aku : oh...intan.ader aper intan?
intan: kak dina dah meninggal...dia meninggal petang tadi..
aku : (terkejut) meninggal??dina??dina an nur??Innalillah...kenapa??
intan : aah kak...dia accident...kena langgar...
aku : Ya Allah....dia naik aper....dengan saper???
intan: dia ngan abg epol..abg epol tak sedar..masuk icu...akak meninggal...skrg nie tgh mandikan
jenazah akak..akak izzati tolong bgtahu kawan2 kak dina yg lain ye..
aku : okay intan...nnt akak bagitahu...thanx intan..

lepas letak jer tepon tuh...aku terus pelok ayah aku..nangis kat ayah aku...aku dah lupe yg time tuh makcik aku n anak2 dia ader..meraung jugak aku masa tuh..aku cakap ngan ayah aku " dina...dina dah mati...along tak sempat nak jumpe dia.." sebab 2 ari sblm tuh..aku ader msg2 ngan dia..planning nak kuar..aku nak jer pegi umah dia mlm tuh..tapi aku ingat2 lupe jalan ke umah dia..so aku amik keputusan utk pegi esok pagi..bila tangisan aku da reda..aku call kawan2 aku..inform pasal berita yg tak disangka2 tue...mlm tuh aku tak leh tido..teringatkan dia..dia aku kenal masa mula2 daftar kat uitm...1 jun 2003..aku sebilik ngan dia..aku rapat sgt ngan dia..kemana2 pon pegi sama2...aku mmg terasa kehilangan dia...hilang seorang kawan baik yg boleh share masalah atau aper2 pon...bila teringatkan sume tue..air mata aku mengalir lagi...mlm tuh bukan aku jer yg tak dapat tido..mak ngan ayah aku pon takleh tido...aku ngan dia mmg rapat ngan family masing2..sebab tue kehilangan dia turut dirasai oleh parents aku..

aku amik masa sebulan utk menerima kenyataan yg dia dah takde utk selama2nye..mak aku cukup risau tgk keadaan aku masa tuh..mana taknye..aku asyik termenung jer..asyik tgk pic dia..sampai kan mak aku nak bawa aku pegi berubat..kebetulan masa dapat berita dia meninggal tuh,aku baru jer abis final exam..kalau tak, aku tak tahu la camne nak handle exam...

until now...bila aku teringat kan dia...air mata aku akan mengalir tanpa sedar..takle nak tahan..buatmu DINA AN NUR BT HASSAN..kau adalah seorang kawan yg aku takkan dapat cari gantinya...aku sedekahkan bacaan ayat2 suci Al-Quran dan ku iringi doa ke atas rohmu...semoga rohmu ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 yang beriman..AMIN..

AL-FATIHAH

Fall For You

really love this song...
kanda..please sing for me...hahaha
nie lyric lagu nye...

Fall For You by SECONDHAND SERENADE

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
It could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

new sem will start...

well...on 5th january, i will start my new semester..
warghhhhh...i feel like im not ready to start a new sem..
but for this semester im doing my practical..
huhuhuhu....
so in my opinion when im doing a practical, i dun have to open books and study...
but but but....i got a bad news....
i have to sit for a test while doing practical with PDRM and i have to PASS the test...
if i failed, i will not going to be a FORENSIC SCIENTIST..
huhuhu really bad huh?

so....azam baru for this coming new year :

• study hard (i have to)
  
• be a good girl for my family n my kanda :)
• kurangkan chit chat on mirc..will try my best...hahahaha
• try to loss more weight (i think so)

okay...i think thats all for now...
i feel sleepy right now but im waiting for my kanda...
mesti kanda akan buli mlm nie...hahahahaha

hahaha..

hahahahaha
baru start wat blog...
dah lama nak wat blog..
tapi tak jadi2 until now...
leh la wt luahan perasaan kat cni...